Well, let's see... Once again I'm sitting here drinking coffee wondering if I'm going to end up drifting off again while I change the signs at work. Which I must say is a very tedious job. The signs change 2-3 times a week, plus doorbusters which are only up for a few hours before we take them down again.

We have a few hours before the store opens to reveal the signs we set over a 1-2 day period. On days when we had alot of signs to change and shoes to sticker too we come in at six am.

I'm a nightowl. I find it very hard to fall asleep and wake up early. So, I come home and take a nap most days then end up staying up til 2am or later.


For those that don't already know, I'm dating a guy named Miguel. Our three month anniversary is tomorrow. I've known him for two years now, and went to meet him for the first time a few months ago... After the initial meeting (very awkward for the first minute or so) the entire week I stayed with him went extremely well. We talk about anything and everything.

I never thought I could open up like I have, a few months with him and I feel happier than I have in years. Amazing how far trust and complete honesty can take you. (If only some people took more kindly to the truth and didn't let their emotions get the best of them when hearing it.)

A relationship filled with Love, trust, and complete honesty from both parties. What a wonderful world this is. Just when I had given up on the idea of ever being happy.

I am sick of caring about people who don't care about anyone but themselves. I could give a shit less if you're mad at me, I just want to make amends. I'll at least feel better if I could say I tried.




May 4th
Get over yourself I was not aiming this toward any one person. I'm not a spiteful person like some. heh.



May 23rd
After spending the last week with Miguel I must say that I am even more amazed by him. He met my family, and a few friends... Every one of them liked him, some want him to come back and others want to fly down and visit him. He was a bit nervous about meeting my Mom, but she liked him right off the bat, as did Dave (my step-dad) who was dead set against him.

I keep feeling like he's leaving today and I won't get to see him for awhile... but hell, I going with him! ...

Oh, he made a DM account the other day when I wasn't paying attention So go over and say to Miguel.

I could sit here and about JCPenney, but I'd rather just finish packing. Although I must say it drives me seeing how much paper they waste. Haven't they ever heard of recycling?