May 15th, 2008 @ 1:25AM
I wish I could stop feeling this way, my mind says stay, yet my heart still sways.
May 12th, 2008 @ 4:16AM
April 10th, 2008 @ 8:14AM
Last week my
Kyra had to be put down. She was getting seizures more and more often, the anti-seizure medicine wasn't working like it should, she stopped eating and drinking again. I hadn't seen Kyra since mid-November and so I feel like shit because of it.
I knew she was sick and has been for a long time but I was not expecting it. I had called my Grandfather to wish him a Happy 76th birthday and he told me then. Jazz is having a hard time adjusting to being an only dog and has been moping around the last week or so.
Also, my Mom was diagnosed with Diabetes, which I will probably inherit eventually since my sister had Gestational Diabetes when she was pregnant with Brianna.
I spent the last week lying in bed reading and playing with Lucina from time to time. She's getting big, she's about 10 wks old now and weighs about 10 lbs and more brown spots keep popping up on the white part of her fur. Not only is she hyper and adorable but she's bad, she does things just for someone to praise her then turns around and does something she's not supposed to do.
Also, My brother Matt is out now, has been since March 22nd. He's found an apartment and now has to pay off his fine and do some community service.
March 10th, 2008 @ 7:28AM
I got a beagle puppy on Friday night,
her name is Lucina (Lucy) and she was born on Febuary 1rst... To be honest I would have liked to have had her stay with her Mom for another week or two since she's only 5 weeks old, but the lady we got her from wanted to get rid of the puppies.
She's mostly white with just the brown/black on her face and butt with a little color on part of her tail and a few brown spots on her back. I know you can't tell from the picture in my webcam but she's got dark gray eyes with a bit of a blue tint to 'em. I'm so happy I finally have a puppy and she's just so precious.
She sleeps alot, in fact she's sleeping behind me right now in her basket.
She's quite hyper when she's up and about though. She looks so adorable when she's prancing around the room looking for something to nibble on.
I've been in Mexico for six months now and I must say I like it here although I wish I knew more Spanish, luckily all of Miguel's family is bilingual. I'm happy I'm not in WV right now because there was a bad snowstorm the other day.
But the weather is pretty nice here, nothing to complain about except maybe how cold the house feels when it's chilly outside because most of the first floor is marble including the walls.
Not really any news other than one of the best birthday presents I've ever received even though it's a week early.
I
Lucy!
January 11th, 2008 @ 1:04PM
August 2nd, 2007 @ 8:58AM
Well, let's see... My
Kyra is sick, she's barely eaten anything for going on three weeks. She's due to go for testing again today. The bloodtest she had the last time she went to the Vet revealed nothing wrong with her. Yet, she's lost 11 lbs which is 1/4 of her weight.
My niece Brianna turns 3 this sunday.
Has it really been that long since she was born?
The last five months or so have been
. I'm finally off the signing team and back on the sales floor. Helping people is my passion so I prefer it that way.
Only a few more weeks and I'll be leaving Penney's for good. I'll be moving far away from here. Although I'll be back for a few days at the end of October with Miguel for Halloween/Samhain with my friends John and Lori.
I'm going crazy without a PC.
But there's no real point in getting what I need to fix it then sending it instead of just waiting until I get there and replacing the whole thing.
Gunna be a long wait til september rolls around
July 3rd, 2007 @ 9:35PM
Welp... It was storming the other night so I did what I always do, turn off the pc or so I thought I had. I came to find out that the pc was still on...
The bios screen was up when I looked at it, but when I went to select an option it read: "keyboard error or keyboard not present." So I turned it off and tried again, nothing, just my moniter telling me that it was working and to check the pc and cables. Tried again, same thing... The lights turned on but still nothing on the moniter. The next day it stopped turning on completely...
My friend John took a look at it and the power supply is indeed fried. Which wouldn't be so bad if the motherboard wasn't fried too.
The last few weeks have been... Well not so great, I hate my job, I'm anxious to get away from here, and now... no pc.
The pc had saved me alot of money on phonebills, but not anymore.
Ah well... "It's always darkest just before dawn."
I
May 2nd, 2007 @ 7:35AM
Well, let's see... Once again I'm sitting here drinking coffee wondering if I'm going to end up drifting off again while I change the signs at work. Which I must say is a very tedious job. The signs change 2-3 times a week, plus doorbusters which are only up for a few hours before we take them down again.
We have a few hours before the store opens to reveal the signs we set over a 1-2 day period. On days when we had alot of signs to change and shoes to sticker too we come in at six am.
I'm a nightowl. I find it very hard to fall asleep and wake up early. So, I come home and take a nap most days then end up staying up til 2am or later.
For those that don't already know, I'm dating a guy named Miguel. Our three month anniversary is tomorrow. I've known him for two years now, and went to meet him for the first time a few months ago... After the initial meeting (very awkward for the first minute or so) the entire week I stayed with him went extremely well. We talk about anything and
everything.
I never thought I could open up like I have, a few months with him and I feel happier than I have in years. Amazing how far trust and complete honesty can take you. (If only some people took more kindly to the truth and didn't let their emotions get the best of them when hearing it.)
A relationship filled with Love, trust, and complete honesty from both parties. What a wonderful world this is. Just when I had given up on the idea of ever being happy.
I am sick of caring about people who don't care about anyone but themselves. I could give a shit less if you're mad at me, I just want to make amends. I'll at least feel better if I could say I tried.
May 4th
Get over yourself I was not aiming this toward any one person.
I'm not a spiteful person like some. heh.
May 23rd
After spending the last week with Miguel I must say that I am even more amazed by him. He met my family, and a few friends... Every one of them liked him, some want him to come back and others want to fly down and visit him.
He was a bit nervous about meeting my Mom, but she liked him right off the bat, as did Dave (my step-dad) who was dead set against him.
I keep feeling like he's leaving today and I won't get to see him for awhile... but hell, I going with him!
...
Oh, he made a DM account the other day when I wasn't paying attention
So go over and say
to
Miguel.
I could sit here and
about JCPenney, but I'd rather just finish packing.
Although I must say it drives me
seeing how much paper they waste.
Haven't they ever heard of recycling?
April 25th, 2007 @ 7:03AM
March 11th, 2007 @ 11:01AM
Well, things keep looking up.
Hope it stays that way.
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